It was Friday yesterday. Really it is Friday every Friday. How thrilling. I realised that it was Friday for me as well. The past year I haven’t enjoyed this fantastic day with the rest of you who probably did. No. I worked through all weekends and learnt how to block the feeling of Friday eventually completely eradicating it from my mind.
Tobi hasn’t a clue what I am talking about and he didn’t have yesterday either till I taught him how to tap into the energy I only rediscovered for myself again this most recent Friday. Enough to imagine Europe. 200-300, perhaps 400 or maybe 500-600 million people, depends on what you count as Europe. A lot of people anyway and so many of them Friday afternoon finishes work for the week and feels genuinely happy to be free from this burden for the coming two days. All that similar feelings join up somehow strengthening, reassuring one and other till participants feel happier and more relived than they really have reason to be so. Quite like at new year’s eve when in the same instants in any time zone hundreds of millions go wildly happy not knowing why really.
Tobi at this point was puzzled so I begun to explain from a spiritual perspective. What happens in a decent church for instance. Participants’ prayers through a mass focus great energy which in return generates more energy - just by the nature of the universe - till everyone is wild with joy. It’s quite nice when happens and when I was younger, much younger I did have a bit of a hobby seeking out different churches trying to get carried away in this occasional euphoria till I eventually concluded that I cannot there because the content of thoughts was incompatible with my otherwise open mind.
We only managed to contact with Friday mood for a very brief period, after all, I had to overcome old and well built defences in my system and Tobi is just generally slow and unfocused. It gave him a high though and now finding out about the churches and stuff he is desperate to try them for himself. I don’t know hat to think about it, should I advise him into a direction where he surely will find this phenomenon or should I send him in a direction where he will find boredom and guilt hoping he will shortly get discouraged? Perhaps I should let him discover the whole thing for himself. Would be the wisest.
Otherwise the days pass just the ways one would expect from them. Kela, which I thought to love me seems to have forgotten that I approached it with new ideas of getting money… I will have to go again. Snow has fallen again although not enough to build much other than a penguin. Nothing against penguins, don’t misinterpret my words. That goes to other things written above as well!
The snow was preceded with a frost of minus 7 Celsius. Tobi once again thought it was fairly cold. Almost as harsh language as last time used but maybe somewhat lighter. I could be getting used to it but I hope to believe that isn’t the case. The new job provides him with serious comforts however for days when the cold hits. Which days will be more and more frequent fro the coming 3 months till the temperature rising to minus 15 Celsius will feel like a wonderful relief. A heat wave
Sauna!
There are lots of them and as with my colleagues we are trusted with cleaning them all we have the keys thus Tobi has places to be warm. I pointed out to him to be careful. Do not stay too long for the danger of falling asleep in there is incalculably high at this time of the year. So far he has been doing good.
Lili and I went for a walk today to the post office which is by the way closed on Saturday mornings. They not popular with me now. I explained to Lili my new line of work. She wondered why people cannot just clean the staircases in their own houses (blocks), why do I have to do it? Well, it is a question that could have a very long answer explaining specialisation of professions and jobs through the process of building a capitalist
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