Have been feeling for a while I should go... but I like to put things, like this, out. Shouldn't have.
The doctor told me that it is such a weired profession, some of her friends thinks she must be some sadist or something. And of course, At times, she caused me considerable amount of pain. A lot actually, not to mention that I ended up sitting there for over an hour. Yes. It is bad. Don't want to go to details but I should have gone a year ago for a check up. I wouldn't have come to a root canal treatment over three or four hour sessions. Lesson learned then. But anyway, I told my newly acquired Finnish dentist that I think one should look at the broader picture. Without her, or dentists in general, people would starve to death or die of painkiller overdose. Not to mention that there are far worst doctors who slice their patients open and do stuff about their insides, only that they put them to sleep beforehand so none remembers these atrocities.
My new dentist felt much better about herself after all this, so our conversation continued and she asked about how did I get here , etc. I told her the story briefly (this past 6 months really I have been only an attachment to Jen, most sentences start with, 'Well, my wife is studi...'), I told her about how we were dancing with joy when the first snow came in November and how I am so fed up with it now and just want it all to be gone and daffodils and stuff instead!
I said something wrong. I could see it on her face. It was clear like a winter night in -35 Celsius. looping back to pain caused: our lovely conversations took place while waiting for the local anesthetic to kick in (increasing dosages... Why the pain?
She said it would heart tonight, I am doped up yet my head about to explode. I really should not have said anything about the snow!
Funny thing is, that - yeah, by the way. Tobi is home. Sleeping under Lili's bed. He had a long flight against the NorthWind but came 'cause Lili insisted. (Because he was not here really last night apparently, I guess Lili is a bit inconsistent, but you know, she is only 4) - so long round sentences I write in. If you follow, I start again.
Funny thing is that Tobi had a pretty good laugh at me today when I told him about my tooth. Dragons have indestructible teeth so decaying ones just seem all the bit absurd to them. Funny. - and Jen's suggestion of alterego seems to catch here doesn't it? But I still insist, Tobi is not an ae!
What really, really destroyed my moral today was not all the stuff that is written above but the fact that when I left the Terveysasema (healthcentre) it started to snow. And snows still I think. Does anyone know the date?
17 March, 2008 Public
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